When one really think that by thrashing out things, it really can help one to understand... But kind of realise that not neccessary that is always the case. Is it really hard to tell people that what u really want and how u really feel? The whole seem to evolve around... Whether u are happy, whether u are upset, whether u are pissed off, whether u this and that? The question is why are we doing that... Cos u got that attitude, cos u broke off, cos u are from a single family, cos you got people that pleases u and so u can take it that everyone must give in to u...
I really don't think so now. Don't care how u feel anymore cos I'm numb. The only word or explanation that i can gave myself to understand all your behaviour, that is childish. Yes.. I am able to digest that. The fact that if I am not close to u, maybe the words or action that come from does not even itch a bit but what are friends for to u anyway, to bitch around, or for u to make use of, to get attention, or to pass time with?
Hai... All this does not matter anymore. All i have to do is to give up hope and erase. One is not enough but now it's two... God please help me. Am i the real problem or it's them? Whatever, don't really think i am fit to be christian cos i know one that is true to the God himself will not say what i am saying here.
S.F
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