Sincerity is what counts....

I received a fruit basket yesterday from my company. It's from hazel florist. Hmm... Sunflowers, grapes, starfruit... Its just concidence that I hate sunflowers as they are too sunny, plus the grapes is really sour and the rest of the fruits....

A friend that i isolated recently give me a handphone strip for christmas, pretty nice with a diamond cross on it. Just as i put it on my hp yesterday morning, the strip gave way and i lost the cross on myway back around evening time. Not sure whether it's with sincerity or what, just a feel, that if things send with sincerity, it will utimately be treasure and felt. Not accusing of anything, just my feeling.

When I was ask did i get a gift for my isolating friend for christmas, the answer is no. It's just a feel. It never get in my thought whether she is getting for me or not, it's just that I have never thought of giving to her. In my point of R/S, understanding really play a big part of it. I think if the understanding is not there, or the slightest of different frequency, probably i'll distant myself from like the "other" one. Maybe this friend is really a mistake, though diff, but we forced ourselves together. I guess i really like it now. Seriously my dear friend, not just isolating lah, probably it's just me distaning myself away from her lah.

Maybe its againest my religion but, i just felt that now we are pretty cool. Just have to be ourself, don't have to pretend or hypocrite lah. If it comes from your heart, nothing else matters.